My father, he's a fierce man to me, or maybe to every my friends, cousins and outsiders. I actually didn't have gut to talk to him, and didn't want to look at his eyes and ask anyth I want, I will totally go get it myself. Then you might be asking me why? If you knew me, you'll know why. But less of them didn't know the main reason.
Today during lunch time, I drive my car and wanna get home faster, or maybe it's everytime when it reach 12:00, I felt super excited I don't know why LOL. And then I get in the car and drive, I didn't see the car infront, I thought it had turn, then I fuucking go and knocked his car's butt. What a lucky day again? In the same place, doing the same action, but this time I really feel lucky, uh yes lucky to spend extra money in extra place. Then the guy ask for my numba and ask me to pay him $100, okay for me maybe it's really cheap lah. Then I'm so scared, I only dare to tell my mom I got little accident again-.- I beg her not to tell daddy about this matter, of course maybe he will know it soon, so I decide to hide.
After knock off, I back home and bathe then had dinner quickly. He was outside playing golf in garden, I prayed he never see the scar of my car, hopefully lah.
Today was so busy, and unlucky. Needa do alot of works, aiya regretted that I didn't do the 10/1 dedication in church. Just that last week pastor just taught us about this, and said if we didn't make it, God will punish us with some expenses, like now :/
I really glad that I finally experienced all the rubbish in my life, yea and there's still have alot of rubbish out there waiting for me. Yes I am not the down type like having a bad life and keep asking god why. Things happended and all you need to do is to settle it down, it's hard for you sometime, but if you get over it, you'll be proud of yourself, and clap and thanks God. :)
God bless all of you, and have a nice day.
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