昨晚我做了一場很糟的夢
我很怕
所以我逼自己醒來
在黑暗的早晨
沸騰，求助
有誰的肩膀願意借我
誰的心會理解
已經不知道這種近況延續了多久
每晚做噩夢
每天在操心
為著甚麼而忙忙碌碌
很糟糕 很難過
就是找不到一個人來訴說
10.8.12
2.8.12
Him.
Him.
You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you
and tells you you’re pretty and cute. He asks you about your past relationships
and you ask him about his.
When you tell him you’ve been hurt multiple times, he tells
you that those guys are all jerks and stupid for letting a girl like you go.
You then share tell him come more stories about your past
and he tells you his. He starts flirting with you and you start flirting back.
Then he asks for your number and you give it to him right
away. The next day he texts you and tells you good morning and tells you to
have a good day.
Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine and
you wait for him every day to text you.
Whenever you receive something from him, you start smiling and your day instantly becomes better.
He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him
all night and he always ask if you are tired and if you want to go to bed.
The night conversations you have with him are always the
best and the deepest. You sleep when he
sleeps and he sleeps when you sleep.
Now he wants to meet up and hang out with you. When you meet
up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him and you feel butterflies in
your stomach every time you talk to him.
Now you tell your friends about what an amazing guy he is
and you are interested in him. Soon he confesses that he is interested in you
and you tell him that the feeling is mutual.
You go on more dates with him and he starts giving you
nicknames and calling you baby. You feel like you’re the happiest girl alive
and the feeling is strong between you guys.
One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys
talk now, it’s only because you hit him up first. Things changed and you don’t
understand what unexpectedly happened.
He stops putting effort talking to you and doesn’t show that
he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy and you don’t want
another girl in the picture.
You can’t help wondering what went wrong. You ask him if
anything is wrong and he tells you that everything is fine. Then you start thinking
he’s mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to
relax and everything’s okay.
He tells you that he’s just been busy. So you wait for a while
and nothing is changing. He’s still ‘busy’ all the time and he doesn’t even try
to talk to you.
Now every time you talk to him it becomes an argument. And you
get scared that you are being annoying by hitting him up first, so you stop
talking to him.
Months pass, and you don’t talk to him at all. You never
know what happened from his point of view. Because of him, every day and night
you’re hurt and upset.
You don’t know what went wrong in the relationship between
you two. Your friends tell you to forget him and that he doesn’t deserve
someone like you.
You miss the old person he used to be and you don’t even
know what he has changed into. And one day you see that he has new girl in his
life. He’s calling her cute names and telling her everything he used to tell
you.
He called her baby and tells her he thinks she’s gorgeous. He
tells her everything you’ve heard before. He seems completely fine without you
and now he has someone else to talk and text every day and night.
You refuse to believe that he played you, but it’s true. You’re
still hurt and he has already moved on. You’re still sad and everything you do
reminds you of him.
You can’t stop thinking about him and you cry every night
thinking of him. You still secretly hope that one day he will start talking to
you again and you guy will pick up where you last left off but you also know
that it will never ever happen.
You compare every guy you now meet him. He’s already
forgotten about you but you’re still having a hard time letting go. Sound
familiar?
8.1.12
I should let you go. Baby you gonna be fine in the heaven :')
我该放手 这样就不会每天都在思念你
就不会每天都为你而哭为你而失眠
是我错了吗？
我不该让你出去 不该让你走开
为什么让我看到你的离开
你明知道我会难过 为什么
当我抱着你在我手中时
我都傻了
在我手中挣扎的你
在和死神搏斗着
我们都哭了
你走了 走得那么突然那么彻底
现在安息了
你别担心 阿爸父会在你身边陪着你 天使们会陪你玩
我期待在天堂与你的相遇
小可爱 姐姐会永远把你记在心里
要乖乖哦:'D
就不会每天都为你而哭为你而失眠
是我错了吗？
我不该让你出去 不该让你走开
为什么让我看到你的离开
你明知道我会难过 为什么
当我抱着你在我手中时
我都傻了
在我手中挣扎的你
在和死神搏斗着
我们都哭了
你走了 走得那么突然那么彻底
现在安息了
你别担心 阿爸父会在你身边陪着你 天使们会陪你玩
我期待在天堂与你的相遇
小可爱 姐姐会永远把你记在心里
要乖乖哦:'D
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