10.8.12

那個爛人!!

你不要太過分
你不是我父親,
你根本就沒資格好嗎?

我知道這段婚姻如果沒有我的存在,
就不會有開始,
抱歉,我是那個包囊!

請你不要濫用你的權柄來管教人
我們不是你買回來的小狗
我們不會在你面前搖尾巴謝謝!
我不會為你而生活,
你說的話,我只有順服,絕沒有順從的意思

因為你都不說,你沒教,你要承擔的是這個代價
你不會當父親,你真的很失敗
我真的太失望了,我真的不懂要怎麼走下去

對不起,你可以罵我不孝
但也請你看看你自己
只會說人,恨死你

2.8.12

Him.


Him.
You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you and tells you you’re pretty and cute. He asks you about your past relationships and you ask him about his.
When you tell him you’ve been hurt multiple times, he tells you that those guys are all jerks and stupid for letting a girl like you go.
You then share tell him come more stories about your past and he tells you his. He starts flirting with you and you start flirting back.
Then he asks for your number and you give it to him right away. The next day he texts you and tells you good morning and tells you to have a good day.
Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine and you wait for him every day to text you.  Whenever you receive something from him, you start smiling  and your day instantly becomes better.
He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night and he always ask if you are tired and if you want to go to bed.
The night conversations you have with him are always the best and the deepest. You sleep when he sleeps and he sleeps when you sleep.
Now he wants to meet up and hang out with you. When you meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him and you feel butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him.
Now you tell your friends about what an amazing guy he is and you are interested in him. Soon he confesses that he is interested in you and you tell him that the feeling is mutual.
You go on more dates with him and he starts giving you nicknames and calling you baby. You feel like you’re the happiest girl alive and the feeling is strong between you guys.
One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys talk now, it’s only because you hit him up first. Things changed and you don’t understand what unexpectedly happened.
He stops putting effort talking to you and doesn’t show that he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy and you don’t want another girl in the picture.
You can’t help wondering what went wrong. You ask him if anything is wrong and he tells you that everything is fine. Then you start thinking he’s mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to relax and everything’s okay.
He tells you that he’s just been busy. So you wait for a while and nothing is changing. He’s still ‘busy’ all the time and he doesn’t even try to talk to you.
Now every time you talk to him it becomes an argument. And you get scared that you are being annoying by hitting him up first, so you stop talking to him.
Months pass, and you don’t talk to him at all. You never know what happened from his point of view. Because of him, every day and night you’re hurt and upset.
You don’t know what went wrong in the relationship between you two. Your friends tell you to forget him and that he doesn’t deserve someone like you.
You miss the old person he used to be and you don’t even know what he has changed into. And one day you see that he has new girl in his life. He’s calling her cute names and telling her everything he used to tell you.
He called her baby and tells her he thinks she’s gorgeous. He tells her everything you’ve heard before. He seems completely fine without you and now he has someone else to talk and text every day and night.
You refuse to believe that he played you, but it’s true. You’re still hurt and he has already moved on. You’re still sad and everything you do reminds you of him.
You can’t stop thinking about him and you cry every night thinking of him. You still secretly hope that one day he will start talking to you again and you guy will pick up where you last left off but you also know that it will never ever happen.
You compare every guy you now meet him. He’s already forgotten about you but you’re still having a hard time letting go. Sound familiar?

8.1.12

I should let you go. Baby you gonna be fine in the heaven :')

我该放手 这样就不会每天都在思念你
就不会每天都为你而哭为你而失眠

是我错了吗?
我不该让你出去 不该让你走开

为什么让我看到你的离开
你明知道我会难过 为什么
当我抱着你在我手中时
我都傻了

在我手中挣扎的你
在和死神搏斗着

我们都哭了
你走了 走得那么突然那么彻底

现在安息了
你别担心 阿爸父会在你身边陪着你 天使们会陪你玩
我期待在天堂与你的相遇

小可爱 姐姐会永远把你记在心里
要乖乖哦:'D

29.12.11

世上根本沒有愛

回來後 一切都變了
不是我放學回來的感覺
它沒有溫暖了
它被仇恨吃掉了

一個說另一個只會聽別人所說的去做
而我兩個都看見 都在聽別人所說的去做

他們沒有愛我
他們很恨我

為什麼要磨練我的耐心
為什麼我不會反抗真是笨

我不是你們的最愛
我恨我自己

24.9.11

愛早遠了

我若對一個小孩許下承諾,就一定要為他實現
因為這是個榜樣,別影響他們說謊

我是一個小孩,你還記得你在15號許下承諾
卻沒有實現,你是親人,我最怕你們騙我

親情算什麼,已經不是什麼了

27.8.11

生日快樂哦,加油哦,一切平安,會過去的


就是那麼不瀟灑 又怎樣?

那些某某曾說過的話,
一個個卻忘記了
說什麼承諾,以後都是假的

沒有錢,沒有時間
我不是空氣,我會在乎

傷心死了算

12.7.11

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很多人都說,如果現在不是現實而是夢該多好
他們都好想一夢起來,新的開始,新鮮空氣
讓夢裡的那個投不過氣的自己
可以從新再擁有一次機會